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Okay people!!! or mayb just a few...Some siao siao gurl was complaining to me a few days back that I don't update my bloggy.well..My reply was"ONLY BLOG DURING HOLS=)"....although I think it was just my laziness.kee^.^
My finals are going to end nxt Thurday...Totally can't wait and I'll be finally free from all my text books!!!WEE....Just finished studying Kh...Hopefully everything I memorise Is STILL in ma head =s.....*mau*..Ok enough of the past and future.
PRESENT!!
Today I woke up with a little unusual(ness).I kindda like have this freaky dream that took place in SU...don't wanna write out...It was complicated(such excuess)
.It Reminded me about the past and a little special someone.I know it's been months but....As "genius" Michael bubble(howeva u spell his name) says or sings, whichev u prefer.how can u mend a broken heart.U guys might be like..."It's just a crush!He's stupid!!get on with your life already !" Its easy to say but try being me for once.Imagine the guy who have brought so much joy and laughter to your life brought u equal sadness.It's like bringing sum1 up just to push them down..IN simple WORDS:A part of me is missing.Eventhough since the past incident,ppl think that he's been forgotten by me and that I moved on but the truth is actually,Everyday,I'll think of those precious moments we had together(not in a romantic way!in a friendy friend way=))I remember that his first question to me was"must me mark this?" & My reply was "i think so"..*sigh*
For today I kindda push K aside.Today,the only thing that crossed my mind was N.I went through all mypast pictures of him that I had from std 4 to std6(I did not stalk or took the pics from other ppl,I took them myself WITH HIM KNOWING=))Tears started rolling down my cheeks.Im a emotional person
.How can u just forget and move on with ur life knowing that part of it was actually missing??Right now,Im just trying to find another piece to fix the broken heart=)...starting with K.But at second thought,Is the original piece the only piece that completes the be wondering I nvr let out a single word abt this.It was cuz broken heart??=s...sum of u guys might understand...now u guys might none will ever understand.And Y would I think that way??
Xin Xing:"since I've stopped liking Kumanan,I've nvr really liked anyone seriously."
Annesha:"Merajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajblablablablabla...."
Piggy said so^although now i think she doesnt mean it since she likesmun hong...Sumtimes,I just feel that I get pushed aside.And I'm only needed when there's no mun hong.That's what I feel.And Annesha..?meraj defines her...So pratically no one really helps..as Even i think that the only person who understands me is.........Me...
You must be wondering why I've been typing abt the N problem for so lOng..HE WAS ALL I WAS THINKING ABT THE WHOLE DAY(besides kh)
I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror
What I see
And piggy stop giving me bad rep....xX...
-Jessica-
My finals are going to end nxt Thurday...Totally can't wait and I'll be finally free from all my text books!!!WEE....Just finished studying Kh...Hopefully everything I memorise Is STILL in ma head =s.....*mau*..Ok enough of the past and future.
PRESENT!!
Today I woke up with a little unusual(ness).I kindda like have this freaky dream that took place in SU...don't wanna write out...It was complicated(such excuess)
.It Reminded me about the past and a little special someone.I know it's been months but....As "genius" Michael bubble(howeva u spell his name) says or sings, whichev u prefer.how can u mend a broken heart.U guys might be like..."It's just a crush!He's stupid!!get on with your life already !" Its easy to say but try being me for once.Imagine the guy who have brought so much joy and laughter to your life brought u equal sadness.It's like bringing sum1 up just to push them down..IN simple WORDS:A part of me is missing.Eventhough since the past incident,ppl think that he's been forgotten by me and that I moved on but the truth is actually,Everyday,I'll think of those precious moments we had together(not in a romantic way!in a friendy friend way=))I remember that his first question to me was"must me mark this?" & My reply was "i think so"..*sigh*For today I kindda push K aside.Today,the only thing that crossed my mind was N.I went through all mypast pictures of him that I had from std 4 to std6(I did not stalk or took the pics from other ppl,I took them myself WITH HIM KNOWING=))Tears started rolling down my cheeks.Im a emotional person
.How can u just forget and move on with ur life knowing that part of it was actually missing??Right now,Im just trying to find another piece to fix the broken heart=)...starting with K.But at second thought,Is the original piece the only piece that completes the be wondering I nvr let out a single word abt this.It was cuz broken heart??=s...sum of u guys might understand...now u guys might none will ever understand.And Y would I think that way??Xin Xing:"since I've stopped liking Kumanan,I've nvr really liked anyone seriously."
Annesha:"Merajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajmerajblablablablabla...."
Piggy said so^although now i think she doesnt mean it since she likesmun hong...Sumtimes,I just feel that I get pushed aside.And I'm only needed when there's no mun hong.That's what I feel.And Annesha..?meraj defines her...So pratically no one really helps..as Even i think that the only person who understands me is.........Me...
You must be wondering why I've been typing abt the N problem for so lOng..HE WAS ALL I WAS THINKING ABT THE WHOLE DAY(besides kh)
I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror
What I see
And piggy stop giving me bad rep....xX...
-Jessica-
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